The past few weeks have flown by. I spend my time staring at this sweet face...what's not to love?

Gavin will be four weeks on Friday. I can hardly believe it. He is teaching me a lot and I am slowly learning what he needs from me. I have also learned that getting stuff done around the house is harder than I thought. The whole day goes by and I wonder what I have to show for it. Hopefully other moms have had the same question. I guess a whole lot of baby loving and holding accounts for something. This past week he has been up a ton and wants to be held just as much. Just when I think I can put him down for a second, he thinks otherwise. So I'm just enjoying that. We watch a lot of TLC, Food Network, and HGTV together. Taking naps together is my favorite - even if when we're done our clothes are sweaty and stuck to each other. It's funny how I can stay up all night with him and still be just as happy and excited to see him in the morning. That must be a mom thing, too.
My life is totally different than it was before. I've spent the last seven years working and staying busy (in other ways) and the transition to home life has been quite a shift for me. I know that I want to be at home taking care of this baby - but it's been quiet and sometimes even lonely. That's not a sad thing - just a reality that I'm learning to adjust to. I'm getting more used to it every day.
My mom came on Sunday and just left today. I cried. Brian has been out of town this week so it was very nice to not be alone and have some company. Also, my house is the cleanest it has ever been. She truly is a saint - she cleaned things that have never been touched by human hands. (Well, not my hands anyway.) She made me feel more empowered and I know that I can do this. Brian will be home Friday afternoon, so we'll see how Gavin and I turn out then.
We had his naken newborn pictures taken last week - so I'll post those next. It's hard for me to keep up on this since I don't have daily access to the internet anymore unless I make a drive to the library, which doesn't always happen. So, until then, enjoy this sweet face!