Monday, February 18, 2019

What I'll Miss


Christmas 2012

I can't believe how quickly this month has flown by.

Before we headed out, Marijo and Katie came over for lunch with their families.  I haven't seen Marijo in six years and it was fun to visit with her and finally meet her girls.  I am kicking myself that we didn't take a picture.  But I love those friendships that just pick up where they left off and are easy and safe.

On the 22nd we drove down to AZ in our new Toyota Sequoia.  The ride was quick and painless.  The best we've ever had really.  I'll be surprised if we top that one.  Not one tear, not one whine, not one cry.  It went by quickly.  We headed to mom and dad's where everyone was having dinner.  Matt & Melissa, Dave & Rachelle, Britton & Lane, Nate & Allison, Dave & Karyn, and Lynsey & Matt were all there this year.

We stayed at Nate and Allison's new house and hardly saw the boys all week.  They played and played with their cousins and had the best time.  When we told Gavin it was time to go one day, his eyes filled up with tears and we gave in.  He ended up playing for 8 hours with the big boys.

Christmas Eve was spent at mom and dad's and was the typical kid-fest.  Yummy food, a cute nativity, pinata, jammies, and a story by grandma.  The kids fell asleep in about two minutes when we got them to their beds.

Santa found us in Arizona and Christmas morning was calm and fun.  Gavin's gifts included: Hulk Smash, bay blade, Avengers figures, wiggle car, Sonic video game, and a Ben10 bracelet.  McKay got: a wiggle car, Wonder Pets stuffed animals, gum, Avengers figures, and a bay blade.  They are pretty good about sharing.  Brian


And now that it's all said and done, as much as I love putting up the tree, I love taking it down and cleaning up and starting fresh.  These snowy Utah days have kept us hibernating and we've been playing and watching movies and getting things put back together around here.

Oh, and potty training again.  Heaven help us all.

Pre-Easter Sunday


Since we won't be at church on Easter, we got Gavin all decked out the week before.

Lyns...This one's for you!



He is "Fang" no more... Two front teeth came in this month. :)

Seven Months...


...of pure cuteness.  I still can't get enough of this boy.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Where we are

It stresses me out to post things not in order.  But then if I work that way, then things will never get on here.  Important things that I want to remember.  There have been several little things in the past few days alone that I think I need to remember this but I know I won't.  So, someday I will go back and get Gavin's birthday and the rest of summer and renovating and being pregnant and Jonah's poop problems for the past six weeks and school starting and all that jazz.  But for today, these are the things that I want to remember.

I am a terrible pregnant person.  I know that I am blessed and do feel incredibly grateful.  But still, I am just bad at it.  Moody and irrational and plain mean.  I don't love that at all.  I keep telling myself that I will be feel normal again.  I hope that is true as it is hard for me to believe these days.  Lately I've been sleeping in the basement.  It's a lot cooler down there with a big soft bed that feels more comfortable to me.  I also can't hear much.  So the kids have been getting up and I've been sleeping in later than I would if I were in my room.  This morning it was a shocker to me when McKay came in and said, "Mom, I think you need to get up."  It felt later than usual and I came up and wouldn't you know it - 8:22.  8:22!!  I can't remember the last time I slept that long.  I saw a box of cereal on the kitchen floor.  I walked into find Jonah being handed mini wheats one at a time from his sweet brother McKay making sure he was fed and happy.  Poop up the back.  Gavin had the remote and the cartoons running.  Do these kids really need me??  I think they are really running the operation around here.  In fact, I am certain of it.  It was so funny to me that I was sleeping and all of this was going on.  I felt a lot irresponsible.  And laughed about it several times today.  Awesome mom points for sure!!

Jonah is the cutest thing ever.  Fifteen and sixteen month olds are the cutest.  I think I forgot that.  He has a million teeth (at least 10, really) and says lots of new words.  He says daddy, mommy, mom, doggy, ball, hi, blanket (doesn't sound like that at all), nana, and more.  He gives the sweetest snuggles and really just walks around the house doing his own thing.  Playing with toys, going up and down the stairs, unloading dishes, and playing with his brothers.

McKay and Gavin have been at each others' throats.  School started Tuesday (will have to write about that someday...) and I think it's a good thing to give them a little space after the summer together.  Those last few days were killer.  Like fighting and teasing and punching and pulling the entire day long.  When I asked McKay what was going on he said, "My heart is black.  And it is empty.  Well, it's really pink, but it is still empty."  Where would a four-year-old come up with that?

Gavin has been trying to transition to his new school.  He's come home sulky and sad.  Tonight, after day three, when I asked him how things were going, he finally admitted to me that he sits there and wonders what he is missing at home and wants to be with his family.  It was really sweet.  Then he said, "Mom, I noticed that you made my bed today and that made me feel happy inside.  It made me feel like you love me."  I tell ya - we fight and nag and want to pull hair out.  And then they are all cute like that.  I even let him lay all over me during story time even when I really wanted him to sit back a little and give me some space.  But I held off.  And I'm glad I did because I think he just needs to feel close to us.  Though these little boys are lots of work, I wouldn't trade them for anything.  And I know that I need to be here with them.  And when not-so-great things happen I need to be here to handle it.  (Hopefully in a not-crazy-pregnant-lady sorta way.)

They are asking lots of good, hard questions.  Like they want to know about drugs and jail and how will the baby come out and all sorts of stuff I didn't realize we would be talking about this soon.  But we do, and it's good.  Sometimes funny.  And a little hard to explain.

Anyway, there's the brain dump for the night.  It's out of order and has no accompanying picture.  But that's ok.  This is where we're at.

Monday, June 30, 2014